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Entries for January, 2005

January 2, 2005 @ 06:40 PM

new year!!

woho0!!happy new year everyone!!

another year had passed & it had been very memorable for me.. it was last year (2004) that i got so many beatings!! i am all beaten up!! got myself into a lot of emotional turmoil.. stress.. pressure.. heart breaks & heart aches..& oh, not to mention frequent severe headaches & migraines.. haha.. guess i really am one tough girl to beat..(imagine having to endure & take all of that..lolz)

the beatings taught me to strong..to be ready to face whatever challenge that'll come my way..i learned.. i understood.. i am no longer blinded by fantasies & dreams of a make-believe world.. no more Utopia & back to the real world..reality..

the previous year had been a blast.. as i am now evaluating my peformance last year, i realized that i have never improved myself the way i did.. this time, im all by myself..

i am happy cuz i have reached certain points in my life that i never imagined possible..im grateful for the love and support of my family, Daddy,Mommy,Ate AC, AA, Aimie, Aaron, Al Prince, Anne'L & Tita Maria.. i am also glad to have good & true friends around.. they made my life w0rth living.. & lastly, I am thankful to the Lord..for his love, understanding & never-ending patience.. without Him in my life, i shouldn't have survived all the bl0ws that i had to enjure!!ü

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January 10, 2005 @ 05:49 PM

guitar without strings..

here i am again, in front of the PC.. it's 1:20 in the morning & i haven't slept a wink at all.. i have been like this for the almost a year n0w.. i have totally ruined my sleeping habits & now i'm paying the price.. sleep n0w comes in small am0unts & im perfectly aware that it's not right..

things are just fine with me although i find myself struggling to balance my life from time to time.. i have to keep my priorities straight.. it's not that i wanted my life to be perfect..it's just that i feel that i am not living the way i should be.. i feel like as if im a guitar without strings..trying to sound good (l0ok good..feel Go0d) but in reality im not capable of doing that. i lack many things in my life (my strings) that'll help complete me..

(--,)

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January 10, 2005 @ 06:24 PM

h0liday s0litude

my h0liday seas0n was a total blast!! i can say that it was my best year, ever!! what i thought to be a b0ring & c0ld holiday seas0n for me turned out to be a very meaningful one..

starting off with the wonderful caroling event at JMA.. i wasn't able to go during the 1st & 2nd night but i was fortunate enough to be on the last night of the caroling. The carp0ol was suppose to be in BA but as night grew older, we transfered to Enzo's house in Xavierville..i was late, as usual so i had to go straight at Enzo's place where the rest of the group were.. we practiced for the succeeding hours & when everybody else had arrived, we headed for Capitol Hills where Maka lived. It was the christmas party of her tita's company & it was held at the clubhouse. We ate dinner first, (buffet!!!..that's one of the highlights actually) & then we ta-dah!we sang! i have to admit that i am not a good singer but somehow i was quite astonished by the way our group rendered our songs..(i don't think i have to elaborate further)..

~to be continued~

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